Author Spot Light ~ Professed by Nicola Rendell
The next day, she learns that he is none other than Dr. Benjamin Beck, a brand new member of the Yale faculty and the hottest thing to happen to academia sinceā¦ well, ever. She has to take his damned junior seminar to graduate, but it gets worse. Heās also her College Master: her boss, her advisor, her everything. And heās just moved in, right downstairs.
They canāt stay away from each other. They're either fusion or fission or both. Theyāre making out in libraries, hiding notes between stones, and sneaking off to nautically themed AirBnbs. Hear that sound? Itās the academic code of ethics going up in flames.
If they're found out, heāll lose his job and his reputation. She'll lose her scholarship and be forced to return to the life of lobster fishing that she thought sheād escaped.
And they will be found out, yes they will.
So what the hell are they going to do?
Free!!!!!
The next thing that happens is a familiar smell. At first, I canāt place it. Itās chemical and yet sweetā¦
Marker. Heās got a marker. My whole body gives a sudden, excited shake. I think heās going to write on me. Somewhere, something, his handwriting in ink on my skin.
God, yes, yes, yes. Is that a thing? Writing on skin? Because thatās so hot.
Heās hovering over me. I can feel the mattress depressing on either side of my body, under his knees. āWhat are you going to write?ā
Thereās an airy breath. I know he must be smiling. He smiles so much. I love that about him.
āWhat I want to write is mine on every inch of your skin,āhe says. I feel a touch on my arm, and at first I think itās the marker, but itās warm and soft. His fingertip. He trails it up my forearm, lingering on the shallow depression above my elbow. āMine, mine, mine,āhe says. āAll over you. A thousand times.ā
I can see it in my head. Mine everywhere. Big and little. Sloppy and neat. āPlease. Iād love that,āI whisper.
āI want to get a jar of ink,āhe says. Now his palm is flat on my stomach. āAnd put my prints all over here.āWhen he says here, which he says slowly, he slides his fingertips down my abdomen.
All I can do is nod. I have no way to tell him how much I want that.
The mattress squeaks a little as he lowers himself down on me. His weight is heavenly on my legs. The feel of his chinos pressing into my bare skin. The agony of knowing his beautiful cock is right there, not six inches from pressing into me. It drives me right out of my mind.
āBut thereās really one word that needs writing first. Before all the rest.ā
The words line up in my head like flashcards. Trying to guess. But then I just let it go. Let him do it. Let him take control.
The tip of the marker is cold on my skin. It begins on my right side with a downward stroke.
I, is what I think at first, but then thereās a curve at the top. And a kick-out. R.
Another downwards stroke. I again? Nope. Three right-to-left lines. E.
Oh God, I think I know. Diagonal stroke, and a second. He makes the crossbar just over my belly button with agonizing slowness. A.
I know the word. But I just want to savor every last drop of this. Downward stroke, half circle. D.
Small check mark on my left abdomen, small downward stroke. Y. Already Iām nodding.
āAre you?āhe asks.
And I tell him a long stream of Yesses straight through the squiggle and point of a ?
READY?
My hands are in tight fists, my nails pressing into my palms. Whatever heās going to do to me, if it hurts or teases or pulls or pinches, I want him to do it. All of it. āReady,āI whisper back.
The next thing I hear is a snapping. Rattling of markers. Another uncapping. Now heās closer to me. I feel his forearm over the soft skin of mine. This is harder to make out, itās on my wrist and small. āWhat does it say?ā
He doesnāt answer at first. The little marks continue on my wrist. I hold very still, trying to get a sense of what it could be. āBen,āI whisper, āTell me.ā
āItāll drive you crazy not knowing, Iāll bet,āhe says when heās done. I hear him cap the marker shut.
God, yes it will. āYou donāt want me distracted.ā
His laugh is quiet and smug. I love it. āIt says Property of Master Beck.ā
Nicola Rendell writes dirty romantic comedy. She likes a stiff drink and a well-frosted cake. She loves to cook, sew, and play the piano. She realizes that her hobbies might make her sound like an old lady and sheās totally okay with that. She grew up in Taos, New Mexico; after receiving a handful of degrees from a handful of places, she now works as a professor in New England. An Amazon bestseller, her work has been featured in USA Today's Happy Ever After and the Huffington Post. She is represented by Emily Sylvan Kim at the Prospect Agency.
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