Cover Reveal ~ A Mess of A Man by A.M. Hargrove & Terri E. Laine
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A.M. Hargrove & Terri E. Laine
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releasing March 21, 2016!
Womanizer, Man Whore, Player, Heartbreaker are all familiar names to Ben Rhoades. He prefers Money Man or Sex God, but he doesnāt let other peopleās opinions rule him. And heās only gotten worse without his compass, his best friend, whose devastating death at a young age has taught him a valuable lesson about not getting too close to anyone ā¦ ever. Until one smart and stubborn woman with eye-catching curves throws him for a loop and refuses to be tamed.
Samantha Calhoun has her life on track even after the shattering break-up with the guy sheād thought sheād wanted to marry. With her chin held high, she focuses on her career, building her business and making a success of it all. Only a chance meeting has her lost in a set of alluring steel gray eyes that have her steps faltering and her heart leaping out of her chest. Forewarned by not-so-flattering rumors plus his no-holds-bar rules, she tries desperately to play his game while guarding her heart.
Only they have no idea of the journey theyāre about to undertake when their lives collide. Ultimately theyāll tackle the biggest test of their lives because she is his game changer. The one, who through the ensuing wreckage, can domesticate the mess of a man that he is.
There is finality to the sound of the door closing behind her. A sort of tormenting peace knowing the end has come. Itās not like I should have expected things to go on this way for long. How could they?
I stare holes in the walls as if I can still see her, the one woman I let in.
Sweeter than peach cobbler, she hardly has a bad thing to say about anybodyāuntil now. Her parting description of me, beginning with ass and ending with hole, reverberates through my hollow heart, as I stand here rooted to my spot. Iām not even shocked, as this isnāt the first time Iāve been on the receiving end of that sentiment. Iām only surprised because I donāt think Iāve ever heard her so much as mutter a single curse word before. And the first time I do, itās aimed squarely at me.
My hands tighten around a tumbler filled with amber liquid before I toss back its contents hoping for oblivion or something close to it. This road is so familiar. Only this time is different. I never cared like I do now. She means more to me than a quick fuck. Hadnāt I been about to tell her just that? How could things have gone wrong so fast?
Donāt be a dumbass. You can still fix this.
Instead, I stubbornly stay embedded to my spot because nothing can change the outcome. Itās a truth she and I know will haunt me until my last breath. And itās created a wall between us Iām unable to climb ā¦ even if you gave me a damn ladder.
Iāve never been much of a risk-taker when it comes to matters of the heart. I can fill a bank account with a number having many zeros behind it from my astute choices in the market. But I canāt be a man a woman stays with. Hadnāt I warned her about that too?
Unable to see past my own shitty existence, I long for her to come back. I want to believe itās all been some kind of mistake and I can forget what I know to be true. As the seconds continue to tick by, the inevitability that things are really over sinks in. My window of opportunity quickly closes as fast as her car door slams and the engine fires to life.
Sheās so close, yet miles away. The longer I let the minutes expand between us I know distance wonāt make the heart grow fonder. But maybe itās for the best. Love, or whatever masquerades as it, just isnāt enough for the dirty, fucked up truth. Right when things were better than I ever expected, facts messed it up.
Groaning, I launch the crystal glass worth a small fortune at the door I canāt seem to force myself towards. A beautiful show of light plays off the shards as they cascade down in an explosion of fireworks. Visually, itās what I feel inside as desolation constricts and then obliterates my chest because the best thing I ever had is gone ā¦ leaving me with only the certainty Iām meant to be with her.
I love you, I whisper for the first time and in place of goodbye. She left me and will never hear it. I can only pray we both survive whatās to come.
A.M. HARGROVE
TERRI E. LAINE
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